Thursday, October 05, 2006
Thursday, October 05, 2006
START.
u noe wat?! u guys are rite. i should get a life. but how? i'm so damn fucking confused now. i feel so damn useless lol in dis world. i can't contribute anything to the world, i can't help my parents in their burden, i can't even help my frens solve their problem. i'm not a good speaker i can't confort them when they're sad. i can't do ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! studies? i'm not even top student. i'm dun even noe if i can make it to express next year. not to mention 3/8. life is so damn boring. sometimes i really feel like cutting my own wrist lol. not kidding. but it's a stupid thing to cut myself. i dun even noe wat i wanna do when i grow up! singer? CEO? with my brain? i must b decieving myself all these years. i feel so damn outcast. everybody's so dman clever. except 4 me. no siblings to talk to. nobody. if u're telling me dat i can talk to my parents and my maid. ur so damn wrong. a 14 yr old gal telling how she feels 'bout her life to pple dat r over 30 yrs old?! u must b insane if ur doing dat. they'll just laugh!!!! cherie pearlyn renee erica, i dun even noe y u guys wanna be frens wif me. i'm not like u guys. i'm so stupid! thks 4 being there 4 me guys. much love and appreciation frm me. life is so meaningless to me now. guess i' gonna flunk my exams and hav no future.anyw we're all goonna die 1 day. wateva 4 we study so hard. we can't bring all our fame and $ wif us when we die. pple give up.sooner or later u'll b like me. sitting in ur room in front of the pc.and all of a sudden u feel so alone. thinking wateva u're living for. the answer?i dun even noe.life can really get miserable at times.should i post this?anyw nobody will care 'bout wat i say. everybody will think dat this is just some stupid post and all the content is a lie.hope everything will go back to normal.and i'll feel more optimistic 'bout life.FINISH.
i danced @ 10/05/2006 10:48:00 AM
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